Friday, July 17th, 2015

We (I) really needed to get away for, at least, a few days. Bubby has been living with us for3 months now. Although we have all been doing pretty good together, when we left Bernie and his mom were not speaking and the stress was huge.
So, up to the cabin we came. I love the serenedity up here!!! But within 12 hours of us being here I was being asked by Rob and Lisa when am I coming home.
I absolutely love my family but I really do need a break. I don't feel guilty (ok, maybe just a little) because I know that I am always there for them, and then some. I know I need replenishment  though!!!! I think I have pretty good stamina but I am not ashamed to admit that I am only human :)

Very unfortunately though, I am up here looking for replenishment but am still with my biggest stresser, Bernie. Unless he lightens up and looks at life just a little bit more positive then I don't see how I am going to get what I need.

And right now I am NEEDY
(ok, this helped :)